September 16, 2006

An intelligent being

Kyn sms-chatted with me just now (how much do i have to pay anyway, for SMS-chat? Is it free? haa!) Cos I SOS her friendster. What a darling she is. And yes, what I didn't manage to end off was to tell you that I wish you had the chance to know how it feels like to miss someone in such an intimate way.

To miss the warmth of another body sleeping next to you, to miss waking up in the mid of the night to pull the blanket for her (or turn the fan speed up for her), to miss waking up to the unique scent of your partner, to put down her hand held over her head so that it won't get numb in the morning, to miss waking up earlier than her to see her sleeping next to you and to miss hugging her while she sleeps.

I wish all these will be something that you and perhaps, BB will come to miss someday. Not cos I want you to know how bad missing someone can get. But cos then, you would have experienced intimacy of this kind. And it's not something you can have any kind of substitute for.

Thanks, FVB. I miss you too. When you next come back, we'll go out, dance around, flirt around. Ok? *smiles*

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:20